| my dad told me that lots of people would die the day after christmas, I thought he was full of shit seeing as how it was in the future and all . . . I guess he knew.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that America's refusal to join in the Kyoto treaty makes me wanna puke. I really wish somebody would come in and replace our government, save us from the fascists that rule this land with fear, lies, and religion. Fuck bush and his "I'm the most god-lovin president since Lincoln" video. Fuck that sorry piece of pig shit and all of the black crud from his bitch ass mom's rotten whore pussy he calls friends. Self righteuos diarhea from hell of a government we got here.
Damn, I got rid of cable so I could somewhat ignore the rest of this godforsaken world that probably doesn't even exist, but still I can't help but to see shit that upsets me, like the news in general. Fuck the world, fuck people, I am living for myself and what matters to me so I don't have to be pissed off all the time. The whole damn things an illusion anyway, bad shit good shit, all illusions. Fuck me. Who the fuck am I? nothing in this world. what the fuck is this world? nothing without me. So I am responsible for the pain I see. I must choose not to see it and look past the facade, but it sure is hard when it's so in-your-face all the time. Why worry about tommorow when it might not even come? Because I have a son and pregnant wife? Everyone could die today and noone would be here to miss us. I think, if anything, our continued existence beyond this world will be as light bodies, form and matter are impermanent and inferior to energy, which is really all that form and matter are anyway. |