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its all about
chasing the spark
the spark that consumes the moment
the spark that comes from within and without from all at once, that leaves you shivering in its trail of burning creation
and the thing is, the harder you try to grasp this spark
to hold on to it keep it
the more elusive it becomes
you sit there
pathetic and feeble
trying over and over again
to reproduce the spark
to find it and put it in your possession
because you remember what it was like
getting high off creation
so you try and try
over and over
till hope is gone
the spark is never coming back
you are destined to live forcing failed creations
one after the other
it is at this moment,
in which all hope of attaining the spark is lost
is forgotten,
that you stop trying to create
something beautiful
something meaningful,
and you begin
to create to create
you mean just to mean
and you be just to be
it is here and now
that you become the spark
here and now
the self imposed obstructions melt
your mind becomes weightless
at the same time infinitely sharp
and as broad as the universe
it is at this moment
that you stop worrying about
trying to be the wave
and just be the ocean
it is in this moment
that you stop chasing the spark
and just be it |