| i talked about this few times in old threads and in chat with Dj Tetsu and i have a difficulty to overcome it
the beginning of a trip makes me anxious a lot ! and this refrains me from pushing the dose up .... i never really go over 0.5 grams dried cuz of this i think
i get an intense body load when the shrooms kicks in .. i feel my head spin a bit and feels ligth , my mouth gets dry and i get a feeling of a sticky troath wich feels a bit like struggling feeling and it affects my breathing a bit and all of this gets me anxious
i had a LSD trip once... 10-12 hours after a rave party with speed and E ... so it's an error for me to have found LSD and take it cuz i was really tripping balls too much with only one hit .. first time i had real visuals in my life .. seeing clolors and everything was fuzzy and vibrating and continuously moving , stopped feeling my body , stopped being able to talk , or even think , stopped being able to move , was hearing , seeing , feeling things that wasn''t explainable ( im really grounded and scientific thinker ) i was kinda freakin out really thinking bout my breath ... can i stop breathing if i dont think of it? lol.... but after the peak i really enjoyed the LSD and wanted to start again when the trip ended lol
and i had a few body feelings that i dont want to live again and looks like when im on shrooms the only little hint of a feeling i felt this nigth it makes me feeling it and freaks me out cuz i been highly feared from those feelings in the LSD trip..
is there a way to lessen the body buzz/feelings a bit? the way of eating them ? eating more??
maybe if i dose higher at once ill go over the feelings n'stuff and just reach a point where i wont care bout my body anymore and just trip ... but im a bit scared of it... since the LSD im a complete wuss with psychedelics lol
i dont get the thinking loops at the doses i take but all those advices are looking good ! this thread rocks
i just want to get rid of the body load that annoy me .. you would say that i i get the anxiety by rolling the toughts from my previous body feelings but when your physically altered it's hard to go over the thougths ... |