| If it weren't for martial arts/meditation ... I would be absolutely crippled by my internal dialog. Smoking cannabis feels good, but it clouds some of my rational activity.. especially language/communication... It does do amazing things for the free and creative thought.. and it can't be beat as a booster shot against the toils and trouble brought by Babylon. But I have to say.. the first time I saw the 'truth' and felt what life should be was when the psilocybes entered my life.
first trip was 3.5g ... and some harmaline. Not the wisest I'm sure.. but it was 8 or 9 hours of ego-breaking, self examination followed by a heaping helping of Joy. until then, it was just a word to me... but watching my hands melt at a reggae show.. it was perfect..
Though I was sweating buckets, unable to write, or communicate coherently.. I was in heaven. |