| My daughter is studying Psch and child development.
She's diagnosed me with Asbergers, that would explain a lot.
Anyway, socializing was non existant as a child and bad as a teen but in the military early (70s) I was introduced to weed, it wasn't an instant 180 but there was very noticable improvement.
A year + later I tried acid. Don't remember what dose but it wasn't too heavy.
There were no visuals just the feeling of oneness, that I was a mental connection with (well for lack of a better word) GOD. It had a positive affect but not permanent
I continued to self medicate with weed but had no hallucinogens.
In the early 80s I studied mushrooms a bit and found a huge stand of Ps. Cyan. I think they were put there for me by the Goddess. Most were given away but i did take a few trips 4-5, Very helpful experience.
In the last year I found Topia and now have the sacred mushies again.
They along with Medical Marijuana help me function much more normally.
I don't trip often, every 3 mos or so but smoke or vaporize once a day usually.
I feel very comfortable here at Topia |