I agree with Bobcat. Although this my be a spiritual awaking for you, it is important to be open to all possibilities and explanations of your experience. From my own interactions with people going through
some of the same symptoms as yourself, there were other medical explanations. I am not at all implying that you are or do have any of these as I am no expert and I don't even know you, but I am going to put some info out there for you and others to peruse.
http://www.minddisorders.com/Py-Z/Su...-disorder.html http://www.fortunecity.com/campus/ps...gy/781/dsm.htm http://www.mentalhelp.net/poc/view_d...c&id=8821&cn=7
Anyhow, I hope that you are enjoying the effects of whatever you are going through. It seems that it would be enlightening.