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Santiago · 07-03-08, 13:55

So I've lately been thinking about the last time I tripped. It was in Plymouth Massachusetts on July 4th, 2006. Very shortly after that, I got arrested by an undercover cop on a distribution charge. Since I got out of jail, I haven't really been in contact with anyone that can help me get psychedelics. So now I'm hopefully a few weeks away from having the opportunity to eat some mushrooms again. I'm pretty concerned about a few things. The first thing is, I'm not sure exactly what my mind's going to do or where it's going to take me. I don't know if maybe there are latent thoughts back there somewhere that will surface. And then, I won't be able to assuage them with ganja like I've always been able to do. I used to smoke a lot during that awkward first hour or two. I can't do that part now.

My life has changed so much now - should I wait until I can smoke again and get back more into the groove that I used to live in? Perhaps dosing at a concernt would be the best?

If anyone's been in a situation like this, or has any advice, I'd appreciate it. I always really enjoyed psychedelics - I feel like they suppress the ego, and since I have kind of negative ego (low self esteem, whatever you want to call it) it's always brought me up.

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Santiago Shepherd Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 600	Easing back into the water So I've lately been thinking about the last time I tripped. It was in Plymouth Massachusetts on July 4th, 2006. Very shortly after that, I got arrested by an undercover cop on a distribution charge. Since I got out of jail, I haven't really been in contact with anyone that can help me get psychedelics. So now I'm hopefully a few weeks away from having the opportunity to eat some mushrooms again. I'm pretty concerned about a few things. The first thing is, I'm not sure exactly what my mind's going to do or where it's going to take me. I don't know if maybe there are latent thoughts back there somewhere that will surface. And then, I won't be able to assuage them with ganja like I've always been able to do. I used to smoke a lot during that awkward first hour or two. I can't do that part now. My life has changed so much now - should I wait until I can smoke again and get back more into the groove that I used to live in? Perhaps dosing at a concernt would be the best? If anyone's been in a situation like this, or has any advice, I'd appreciate it. I always really enjoyed psychedelics - I feel like they suppress the ego, and since I have kind of negative ego (low self esteem, whatever you want to call it) it's always brought me up.