First time 6.4 Gr Dry Cubans.

[joystik]

Actually, this is my second time with Shrooms. The first time Was about 6 months ago with some Villa de Leiva strain. I dont remember the dose. I guess like 30 Gr.Those were fresh. This time were home grown cubans. I dried them myself.

At 9:45 PM I weighed 6.4 grams and put them in the coffee grinder until it was a fine powder. It was all I had. Put some water to that and down it went with a couple more glasses of water.

I took a shower right away hoping to finish before the shroom kicked in, but to my surprise I began to feel it after 15 mins. I know fresh shrooms take a lot longer like 45 mins.

At first I saw the lights start to get brighter and darker, like when theres an electric brownout. Then it stayed very bright. All colors got lighter, like dark yellow got little lighter and so on.

So I went to my room and dressed up and turned the light off cause I couldnt stand it anymore. Layed in bed with my GF who took 15 Gr fresh at the same time I did, and she didnt beleive I was onto it so soon. Anyway I was describing to her what I felt cause it was her first time.

I felt every cell in my body like breathing, or vibrating. I got very lightheaded, I couldnt walk straight so i remained in my bed. I started seeing colored cubic patterns with my eyes closed. It was quite a show actually. I felt very euphoric and was so greatful to god and the shrooms for letting me see this. The moment I did this, there was an explosion of color and figures, like Aztec Pyramids, a sort of cat or feline, It reminded me of the central american Indians. I also saw something that looked like a Massive city full of light beings and geometrically shaped buildings that went very high into the sky. I felt this was my home. I was talking with my eyes closed all the time to my gf.

Then soon I discovered I didnt feel my body, like when youre in a very deep sleep. I could come back and open my eyes and feel like when Im just waking up in the morning, and close my eyes and be back where I was at will. It felt sooo good, It was like your soul leaving your body without losing touch with it. I could hear everything happening around me. I could talk. But I knew I was out, like I lost my personality. I felt great love for everyone and everything, especially my GF who was beside me. I felt I knew her from all eternity and loved her forever. I felt the presence of all my friends and discovered how much I loved them. I also discovered that I didnt feel any negative feelings. For instance, theres some ppl that I dont like, but in that moment I felt I liked them and i couldnt understand why I didnt all the time.

I realized that I was all goodness and that all negative conducts were learned by the body not by the soul. This made a great impact on me. I now know that I have to free myself of these negative conducts towards others in order to bring myself closer to this alternate and beatiful reality.

At this point it was around 2 AM. my gf was already in her trip and said she also saw many of the things I described. We were sort of connected.

I have to say that the last time i tripped on shrooms i saw lots of visuals but didnt feel like this at all. My negative conducts and feelings did get dissolved while in the trip, but I was not in it so deeply like this time.

I asked myself why are shrooms here and the answer came right to me. They are here so people can experience and remember that our real life is up there in this other dimension, and while we live down here in this earth we must not forget it. This way we will learn to leave in peace and love towards each other.

I also asked myself why do we come to earth then, if its so perfect in the spirit world. Then again the answer was there. We come here to experience life in a diferent level, things, sensations, experiences that in the spirit world are not possible. Like having vacations or moving to another country, something like that. Thats what I understood. However were supposed to have the best time possible and help each other. Some of us come to earth many times in a row, some dont, some have never been here before. This is why so many people have a hard time and some dont. This is why were supposed to help each other, and make ppl have a better time. This is all my personal impression of what i learned, so bear with me if you disagree.

well, this went on for a few more hours until 5 am, we had to take off and go to my gf house. I was still dizzy. She was better. So then I got some sleep until it wore off.

Many times during the night I repeated to myself, wow, 6.4 grams are very potent. I still think its quite potent and perhaps ill take less next time. At 4 am I thought I wanted it to end at some point with fear that the trip could turn bad at any time, but this never happened.

Im glad to share this with you ppl. Comments are very welcome.

Cheers.

[Hippie3]

I felt great love for everyone and everything, especially my GF who was beside me. I felt I knew her from all eternity and loved her forever. I felt the presence of all my friends and discovered how much I loved them.

this is the spiritual essence,
for god is love.
at that moment you were filled with divinity.
don't ever forget it.

[loochypooch]

Nice report, sounds like you had a breakthrough like I was never able to have on shrooms. But I have learned many similar things through other paths.

Just closing your eyes and being immediately in the "spirit world" is what I'd classify as a religious experience.

[BuckarooBanzai]

Nice write up, man. I think you are likely to have a very interesting next couple of days.

Keep thinking back on the highlights as much as you can to remember them. Some parts of your experience may not really click until a few days/weeks later. The insights can just keep coming, though, as you internalize what you have learned about yourself and your world.

Do you read any philosophy?

[cheshire]

so awesome, ive been thinking about doing a heavy dosage one day and going on a spiritual path..

ive always had around 2.5 grams dry and its always been enough for me, always wondered the dangers


hopefully joining u soon!

[mycobri]

excellent report!

and-

I asked myself why are shrooms here and the answer came right to me. They are here so people can experience and remember that our real life is up there in this other dimension, and while we live down here in this earth we must not forget it. This way we will learn to leave in peace and love towards each other.

-i agree

[joystik]

Originally Posted by BuckarooBanzai

Do you read any philosophy?

Yeah, Ive read a lot on spirituality and some esoterism.

[BuckarooBanzai]

Cool.

I just kind of wondered what kinds of concepts you were pre-loaded with.

Your write-up seems to closely paralell what I would call the "classic" psychedellic experience.

It is always cool to read things from people picking up that thread for the first time. Thanks again for it!

[joystik]

Well, yes, I was actually hoping to see elves and fairies, or that sort of thing, but this time I was blown away. I read many stories about fairies so I was hoping to find out what they looked like. But instead I found out a much more beatiful truth buried deep in my conscience.

[python]

Thx for the write up joystick.....Glad U enjoyed