Salvia got me again

[manitee]

Recently Salvia decided to show herself to me again. I'm glad it happened. However scary it was, I know I was completely terrified, but the knowledge she shared has made my life much brighter. Some things she told me, I want to say but don't think I could ever describe it the way she did so bluntly.
She pulled me out of ordinary reality, and it reminded me that I have experienced this same thing countless times. That life is a comedic drama, and that it will last forever because there is no such thing as death. As terrifying as death is, it makes you realize how much you love people and how much you need them. I enjoy being reminded. Although Salvia is very very aggressive, I wonder if its because smoking her lasts so short. So perhaps she has to be like that.
I've never tried to chew the fresh leaves, but the length is what scares me.
I think every time I meet her she becomes nicer, I felt as if she was trying to calm me down throughout the experience but it was my own ego that was frightened by her... it's the hardest thing to get past when going deep into a psychedelic.
That was sort of like my most recent experience with 10x... more and more gets lost as the days go by...