World Swirl

[prism1234]

Hello fellow Mycotopiates,

This past Fri. I got home from work and the fact that the wife works on the weekend, and the fact that it was a beautiful day, Led me to decide to down some fungi. So, I ate 2.5Gr of EQ and .5 Gr of penis envy that a FOAF grows, took a shower, put the leash on the dog and went for a walk in the park across the street. About halfway around the loop of blacktop that winds around the park, I stopped for a cig and I noticed the tell tale swirly movement of the cracks and stones in the blacktop. I smiled as I realized that this would be a very visual trip. I continued to walk around the loop and soon I realized that I really needed to go home. I have had visuals before and they always seen to be moving leaves or branches or patterns in my frame of reference. This was way different. The entire world way literally swaying under my feet like one of those swinging ships at an amusement park. I almost fell on several occations walking home. I finally arrived at the house and decided to listen to some tunes and try to ride the trip out. I sat in awe of the fact that the world was covered in the Kaledescopic patterns that I had seen before but also, at the same time my hole field of vision was moving like a ship and sea during a hurricane. I was afraid that I may never come back, started to get introspective and down on myself, freaking out a little, but I held it together. After about 4 hrs I was back to baseline and all was well. Has anyone experienced this World Swirl? If so I would appreciate any feed back. I never thought I could get that fucked up on that little weight. I love fungus

Thanks for listening!

Prism

[orchid]

something very smilar in pheonix arizona, also accompanied by "hellishly intorspective nightmares"
i had to talk myself back several times realizing that after the drug wore off i could still be out there. eventualy i got back but i too was astounded at the relatively small weight. 36.5 g fresh of GT's. i know folks say a cubes a cube but do you think the mix between strains had anything to do with it? good write up, i wish i had a dog....

[prism1234]

I was kind of thinkling the same thing (about mixing strains). I actually had another 1.5 Gr of eq weighed out and ready for a booster but needless to say, I still have them. I would love a similar trip without the major introspective soul searching so I could really focus on the amaizing visuals. But I think that you cannot have one without the other. What do you think?

Prism

[prism1234]

I am also thinking that the freshness of the fungi had something to do with it. My FOAF just started growing and I had only tripped off of purchaced shrooms untill recently.

Prism

[Sunstar]

Sounds fun
ya Ive had those kinda visuals and usually get em on freshies when I was on an empty stomach.
Had you eatten anything for a while?
And what were they grown on?

[prism1234]

I had some chili for lunch that day, but not a whole lot. My FOAF grew them with PF jars with a little Worm castings added for fun. They were crumpled, spawned to Castings and Verm and set to fruit with no casing. They were like 3 days in the dehydrator so they were pretty fresh. Acutally Sunstar, I spoke to you when I was still pretty fried! LOL!

[orchid]

i'm not sure the introspection is something to be avoided. perhaps act on whatever it is you desire to change about yourself when on shrooms. sorry to sound preachy... really i'm not. the visuals become that after a while, just visuals. i trip now and usually come away with extra motivation to be a better person or buckle down in my studies. visuals are nice. direction is better. maybe the longer look you take at this last trip the better you'll be able to grasp it. when i lived in arizona my trips were hard to deal with some times. i was living with someone i didnt love, didnt intend on loving and the whole time they were getting closer and closer to me, i was just leading them on... my trips were horrible. and i guess they should have been. i needed to face something and whatever it is about mushrooms wasnt letting me off the hook. i had a more difficult time distracting myself, even with all the "pretty colors". ironic eh? my trips changed when i would simply accept what i needed to do while tripping. maybe this is what confession should be like.

you shall be as gods, knowing good from (or and) evil....

[prism1234]

Very well put. I also think that the introspection can be beneficial. At the time, not a whole lot of fun, but the days after are always filled with insight and clear headed personal knowledge.

Another interesting fact:

Before my FOAF started this hobbie, I was burdened with debilitating panic attacks and anxiety that I think was cause by excessive extacy use in the late 90's (just a personal feeling as to the cause). I was put on Zolft by my doctor and it seemed to help a bit, though I still had the occasional attack. Since I have been dosing way more regularly due to my FOAF's hobbie, I haven't had one attack. It is absolutely amaizing! I have been dosing like 2 gr a week and I have never been clearer headed or happier. Panic attacks were effecting my work, my relationships, my free time, and now I am truely free from all the hardships. These substances are so healing in nature that I really think that they were the biblical "apple". Given to man as a gift from a greater power. Somehow the story got construed into a negative issue when in reality, the apple is what made us what we are. The universe becoming aware of itself. Thanks Orchid, for the powerful message!



Prism

[Sunstar]

I figured when I saw the thread that that was the journey you were refering to.
So all in all was it a good one

[prism1234]

yes sir!

[Sideshow]

I don't get visuals, really ever. The closest is trails, halos around lights and stuff. On my strongest trip ever 1 took 2 hits of acid and a gram or so of shrooms, with mad blunts at a party. Auditory halucinations abound coupled with paranoia. Not recommended.

[prism1234]