Level 5 trip: hearing the sound of life

[extrememetal43]

this happened to my buddy but i'l write in the first person...

I've been trippin for over ten years and it always has been to me beyond anything, i love it but it was always hard to come by so i would do it every few years when it was around. In the last year i've e been lucky and hav had some mushrooms sitting around and almost a year ago was turned onto dmt and shown how far one can really go. I may trip once a month but feel i've learned how to go deeper down the rabbit hole and myself have been seeking spiritual truths by reading much about many religions philosophies etc just some background now to the trip.

I never eat mushrooms without nitrous, if uve ever tried it before ud know why but the boomers i had i got a long time ago and had been savig cuz there was sumthin special about em and this time i was able to get medical grade nitrous so good drugs=good times. I'm going to tell u of some of the experiences i had on the baloons. U kno the feeling u get on baloons that the answer to all of the worlds questions were showd to u and u try to tell sum1 and words cant be brot to your mouth and usually cant be remembered well this time i remembered all i was tot and what happend. All of these accounts could be perceived as level 5 out of body full on hallucination trips. the rules of this world did not apply.

After eating the shroomz we were outside next to a lake and nature came out at about 9 when i ate em. i only ate 2 grams(best shrooms ever tho) Sitting in this setting the sounds of nature just filled my head and a couple hours after eating them i could literally see all these sounds in my head, How peaceful i was sitting there how beautiful the sounds lookd and i could sense the animals spirits. This began my ego loss i had it happen on dmt and on ballons it can happen buti read alot about it in trip reports and totally experienced it.

Now to the ballons. Me and my girl filled them up and tanked out i was sitting in my car with the window down.. in the middle of the balloon i felt that my friend had walkd upo to the car. i opend my eyes no one was there. it was the wind. I swear on everything i felt the spirit of the wind and it felt beautiful to me my eyes shut there was a spirit there. It may have been this ballon not sure but i felt i had been shown the secret of the world. Coming back tho i forget what it was( i did 4get sum stuff) me and my girl found it hilarious that i had finally found the answer i was looking 4 and i didnt remember it.

another ballon i had the scene was a festival of spirits which to me was the absolute most beautifil thing i've ever seen in my entire life and in this world would have been the greatest psychedelic light show. But the idea behind it was two beings were talking to each other over a great distance u could see the conversation travel like they were throwing beams of laser light. But the beings watching from the side were also throwing magic( best i can describe) thru it at the same time. upon coming back i was thrown back by the absolute beaty by what i saw and almost started freaking out integrating that experience sitting there w my girl. It was so beautiful.

Another one during it i had perceived that there was a world inside the baloon and i had had given life to its inhabitants. the them i was God and they were asking me what was the point of life why were they there. I came to the conclusion that even god doesnt know what gave him life. I feel i was able to c what it would be like to be god 4 a moment and i felt compassion that even he/she/it/whatever doesnt know where it came from. this brought me to peace with myself cuz sumtimes i get extremely mad at god for torturing me, i'm tortured in that i wonder so much about what is life etc and i believe it's a riddle that will never be told in your life( i hope ur told the answers when u die) but still im tortured by an unanswerable question..

Now to what was to me the most profound amazing experiences and this was kinda happend the same with two different baloons. My soul that of course was seperate from my body began growing into a plant. i was getting my life from a giant light(sun) in the sky and i was attatched to the ground and surrounded in a field by like beings, im not sure if they were me or other people i felt we were connected. It was seriously a field of grass and i was a blade. I tuned in to the fact that plants are exactly like the spirit that is inside of me. they just dont move around cuz they dont have to they have found there lifeforce(food). as i tuned i could hear the sound of plants growing and i swear to God it was the sound of life. like the life thats inside of u and me or inside of amything living. the thing that i think nun of us can explain maybe not even god as i discussed earlier but i heard the sound of life and it was the most beautiful sound i had ever heard in my entire life.

i cant even begin to explain the profoundness of these experiences. I experienced a total loss of ego and really feel i was blessed with immense beauty and insight. to wind down the night i lie in the tent next to my girl trying to sleep. i lay there laughing at the absolute absurdity and beauty of all the life and anaimals around me. It began to get light out i couldnt help it, i had to go c the lake at dawn. i climbed out of the tent. the world lookd, sounded, tasted and smelled more beautiful than ever. I swear on everything that i was reborn. I had read about it heard about it happening etc but i truly felt as if i was reborn.

[raveneye]

SWEET!! Its all gonna make sence one of these dayz. Keep reading.

[steeq]

Great write! Glad to hear you found some answers you were looking for. Sounds like you took a great deal from your journey. I had a similar experience recently and I'm looking forward to riding again. This gets me thinking about using nitrous on my next ride.