Last weekend's mushie trip (long)

LargeMarge · 08-11-09, 12:50

Last weekend I had the honor of tripping with some good friends. Saturday evening we all consumed 3.5 grams of WL in oj

after a light lunch, or in my case a not so light lunch. Just a note here, 1 small bag of Doritos + 1 whole can of Chef Boyardee ravioli + 1 glass full of mushie oj = a not so good idea.
I felt nauseous at first so I went to lay down for a bit. When the mental diarrhea set in I rejoined the group. As the mushrooms started to take effect, I felt my stomach expand and the pressure started to build. I thought I was going to throw up and I really wanted to but I wanted to keep the mushrooms in my system. At one point the pressure was so great I thought I was going to blow from both ends, like a water balloon that has been stomped on. I couldn't throw up and I couldn't go to the bathroom. I felt like Violet Beauregarde, if only there was a juicing room. Seeing no such room I laid down, which provided some much needed relief. I didn't have to wait much longer for the trip to really kick in and soon forgot about my guts. After this, I lost track of time and the order things. I will do the best I can to put it together.
Laying on the ground I watched the clouds and the trees as the boys in the group giggled and played with the fire. Aislyn telaported around me and repeatedly seemed to pop up next to me out of nowhere as she moved from one point to another. At what seemed to be very early on in the trip, I saw a male figure in a cream robe-ish garment near the edge of the clearing in the tall grass. I am pretty sure he had a darker colored beard, although his face was faint. He wasn't quite glowing, but was luminous at the same time, kinda like an aura type thing or like "ghost spots" in pictures. Visually He gave the impression of being translucent. When I first saw him I couldn't see anything behind him. The vibe I picked up from him was that he just checking out what we were up to. Not really curious, but kinda ambivalent. I looked back to see him around 4 times. On the fourth time he was faint but I still couldn't see any of the woods behind him. I didn't see him again after that and proceeded to get lost in my own little world. I know deep down that he wasn't a ghost. He was a spirit or entity of some type, perhaps one that doesn't have a name.
My mind kept saying to me "Remember: Liquid." My mind wanted me to know that liquid describes "it". "it" being everything and yet nothing specific, just "it". Still lying on my back on my soft sweatshirt and with my legs propped up on my chair I stared up at the sky. At Dusk I stared at the top of some dead trees over head and knew it was late autumn, but I couldn't feel the temperature outside of my mind. It was getting dark and was overcast. I had a hard time telling which blue was the sky and which was the clouds and that fascinated me watching the chunks of dark blues move and change shape. Throughout the first part of the trip, as I stared at the sky, I got the feeling that I was alone and isolated, but not in a bad way, just simply alone and isolated. Those feelings got stronger and stronger and so did another feeling: I am an individual. Throughout there were random break-ins of the outside world. Aislyn popping up around me on her way to where ever. The boys laughing, throwing wood on the fire, running around, and checking on me. I didn't want to talk. I felt my mouth was sealed shut so I just gave them a thumbs up. Throughout the trip my eyes leaked profusely. Tears streamed down my face into my hair and ears. I wasn't aware of it at first until I touched my face and it was soaked. I wasn't crying. I didn't get a runny nose. My eyes just kept leaking. I was happy and noticing this made me laugh. (this also happened the only other time I tripped)
At some point I stopped thinking and my mind moved out and expanded. I pounded my fists on the ground to bring be back to center. I had the subconscious thought that if I didn't go back I would some how choke or stop breathing because of the awe, but I wasn't scared. It was completely natural. This is what I was supposed to do. It was the same as knowing that you can't stay under water for too long, but with out the panic when you are running low on air. I enjoyed the vastness of it all when I was out. Everything seemed so right and natural, like it has always been this way and I have been doing this for all of my existence. I wasn't an individual then. I was a part of everything and the nothing all at once. I can't say that I was connected. there were no edges to connect to. I wasn't part of something, I was that something, everything was that something...it was liquid. again and again I went "out" and then pounded my fist and came back. During this part of the trip I felt that there was more that was being held back, there is more to this trip that a group setting wouldn't allow. I knew that going to the tent wouldn't matter and it was something I would have to continue sometime in the near future.
So continue I will. Hopefully I can get my house cleaned today and continue my journey this afternoon. I am planning on a 4 gram dose of hillbillys either today or tomorrow.

Love, and peace to you all and please remember that we all need to help take care of each other. That's way things are supposed to be

plantman21 · 08-11-09, 13:59

GREAT READ

So the gentleman never came back? My eyes leak like that too.
Plantman

LargeMarge · 08-11-09, 14:07

no, he never did. I did forget to mention that there was at least one Ley line/Dragon line possibly two that I saw running through the clearing and fire pit. He was standing near the line maybe we was just passing through on it and stopped in. I don't know.
I am glad I am not the only one who get's leaky eyes. I don't like to call them tears because I am not crying and it is much more prolific then any tearing I have experienced.

homobrassinolide · 08-11-09, 14:20

Quote:

Originally Posted by LargeMarge

... When the mental diarrhea set in I rejoined the group...

Aislyn Wendell · 08-11-09, 18:02

Awesome write up! I was hoping to be with you more during this trip, but I kinda lost it. Anyway, I'm so glad you had a good experience, and hope you can continue on and feel like you've completed the experience.

LargeMarge · 08-11-09, 19:25

Quote:

Originally Posted by Aislyn Wendell

Awesome write up! I was hoping to be with you more during this trip, but I kinda lost it. Anyway, I'm so glad you had a good experience, and hope you can continue on and feel like you've completed the experience.

Thanks Aislyn! That's ok I enjoyed watching you pop up and meander around. It added some comic relief. Don't worry I'd be willing to trip with you in the near future and then when can ramble all the way through like the first time

rocketman · 08-11-09, 19:52

I have seen a similar vision of the figure you described. I saw several figures in a long line walking up to check me out. For some reason they reminded me of Indians, but who knows. Probably just a hallucination, but damn, it lasted for an hour or so. A long line of these figures of light just walking up to me one by one in the pitch darkness of the room. They would look at me as they paused and then step over me and walk away out of sight. No 2 were exactly alike. This was a good 12 hours after a mushroom trip. Never have seen them since that first time.

Awesome write up Marge! You should check out cactus

LargeMarge · 08-11-09, 22:28

Quote:

Originally Posted by rocketman

I have seen a similar vision of the figure you described. I saw several figures in a long line walking up to check me out. For some reason they reminded me of Indians, but who knows. Probably just a hallucination, but damn, it lasted for an hour or so. A long line of these figures of light just walking up to me one by one in the pitch darkness of the room. They would look at me as they paused and then step over me and walk away out of sight. No 2 were exactly alike. This was a good 12 hours after a mushroom trip. Never have seen them since that first time.

Awesome write up Marge! You should check out cactus

Did they scare you at all? The gentleman that I saw didn't phase me at all. If fact he seemed so normal at the time that I never thought about much about it other than wondering if he was still there.

Everyone here seems to love the cactus

I would like to try it sometime but it probably won't be anytime in the near future. My BF and I just broke up

so I'll be moving in a month or so. I am going to be living with some adopted family or a friend, who has kids so there will be no brewing for me. I'll also have to do something with my other project, if they aren't finished by then. I will be making an lc to take with me tho.

shroom_seeker · 08-12-09, 02:05

Hey Marge great write up! I am really impressed how you were able to let go of your physical body and come back to it several times in the second half of your trip. So cool that you saw a spirit/entity standing at the edge of the clearing, on the same ley line that the faces emerged from the fire. Spirits traveling down a energetic path perhaps?

Very proud of you LM! Wishing nothing but the best for you on your future journeys.

LargeMarge · 08-12-09, 17:56

at 4:45 I munched down 4.01 dry grams of Hillbilly. Wish me luck.

shroom_seeker · 08-12-09, 18:19

Good luck Marge! Sending some great vibes your way.

designlogic · 08-12-09, 18:38

It is good to have an end to journey towards, but it is the journey that matters in the end
-poster on my wall

Nice write up.

Enjoy your journey

Sending good vibes your way.

shroom_seeker · 08-12-09, 19:57

Just over two hours in.. hope you're enjoying your trip through the rabbit hole!

rocketman · 08-12-09, 20:15

Quote:

Originally Posted by LargeMarge

Did they scare you at all? The gentleman that I saw didn't phase me at all. If fact he seemed so normal at the time that I never thought about much about it other than wondering if he was still there.
.

at first i was like wtf?!? but after the initial shock i was pretty calm as the slow deliberate movements the made seemed non threatening. It felt like i was being "inspected" by the luminous figures, but never did i feel afraid. id likely freak out if i saw them now though lol.

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08-11-09, 12:50	#1 (permalink)
LargeMarge Mycophage Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 136	Last weekend's mushie trip (long) Last weekend I had the honor of tripping with some good friends. Saturday evening we all consumed 3.5 grams of WL in oj after a light lunch, or in my case a not so light lunch. Just a note here, 1 small bag of Doritos + 1 whole can of Chef Boyardee ravioli + 1 glass full of mushie oj = a not so good idea. I felt nauseous at first so I went to lay down for a bit. When the mental diarrhea set in I rejoined the group. As the mushrooms started to take effect, I felt my stomach expand and the pressure started to build. I thought I was going to throw up and I really wanted to but I wanted to keep the mushrooms in my system. At one point the pressure was so great I thought I was going to blow from both ends, like a water balloon that has been stomped on. I couldn't throw up and I couldn't go to the bathroom. I felt like Violet Beauregarde, if only there was a juicing room. Seeing no such room I laid down, which provided some much needed relief. I didn't have to wait much longer for the trip to really kick in and soon forgot about my guts. After this, I lost track of time and the order things. I will do the best I can to put it together. Laying on the ground I watched the clouds and the trees as the boys in the group giggled and played with the fire. Aislyn telaported around me and repeatedly seemed to pop up next to me out of nowhere as she moved from one point to another. At what seemed to be very early on in the trip, I saw a male figure in a cream robe-ish garment near the edge of the clearing in the tall grass. I am pretty sure he had a darker colored beard, although his face was faint. He wasn't quite glowing, but was luminous at the same time, kinda like an aura type thing or like "ghost spots" in pictures. Visually He gave the impression of being translucent. When I first saw him I couldn't see anything behind him. The vibe I picked up from him was that he just checking out what we were up to. Not really curious, but kinda ambivalent. I looked back to see him around 4 times. On the fourth time he was faint but I still couldn't see any of the woods behind him. I didn't see him again after that and proceeded to get lost in my own little world. I know deep down that he wasn't a ghost. He was a spirit or entity of some type, perhaps one that doesn't have a name. My mind kept saying to me "Remember: Liquid." My mind wanted me to know that liquid describes "it". "it" being everything and yet nothing specific, just "it". Still lying on my back on my soft sweatshirt and with my legs propped up on my chair I stared up at the sky. At Dusk I stared at the top of some dead trees over head and knew it was late autumn, but I couldn't feel the temperature outside of my mind. It was getting dark and was overcast. I had a hard time telling which blue was the sky and which was the clouds and that fascinated me watching the chunks of dark blues move and change shape. Throughout the first part of the trip, as I stared at the sky, I got the feeling that I was alone and isolated, but not in a bad way, just simply alone and isolated. Those feelings got stronger and stronger and so did another feeling: I am an individual. Throughout there were random break-ins of the outside world. Aislyn popping up around me on her way to where ever. The boys laughing, throwing wood on the fire, running around, and checking on me. I didn't want to talk. I felt my mouth was sealed shut so I just gave them a thumbs up. Throughout the trip my eyes leaked profusely. Tears streamed down my face into my hair and ears. I wasn't aware of it at first until I touched my face and it was soaked. I wasn't crying. I didn't get a runny nose. My eyes just kept leaking. I was happy and noticing this made me laugh. (this also happened the only other time I tripped) At some point I stopped thinking and my mind moved out and expanded. I pounded my fists on the ground to bring be back to center. I had the subconscious thought that if I didn't go back I would some how choke or stop breathing because of the awe, but I wasn't scared. It was completely natural. This is what I was supposed to do. It was the same as knowing that you can't stay under water for too long, but with out the panic when you are running low on air. I enjoyed the vastness of it all when I was out. Everything seemed so right and natural, like it has always been this way and I have been doing this for all of my existence. I wasn't an individual then. I was a part of everything and the nothing all at once. I can't say that I was connected. there were no edges to connect to. I wasn't part of something, I was that something, everything was that something...it was liquid. again and again I went "out" and then pounded my fist and came back. During this part of the trip I felt that there was more that was being held back, there is more to this trip that a group setting wouldn't allow. I knew that going to the tent wouldn't matter and it was something I would have to continue sometime in the near future. So continue I will. Hopefully I can get my house cleaned today and continue my journey this afternoon. I am planning on a 4 gram dose of hillbillys either today or tomorrow. Love, and peace to you all and please remember that we all need to help take care of each other. That's way things are supposed to be __________________ The test of our progress is not whether we add more to the abundance of those who have much it is whether we provide enough for those who have little

08-11-09, 14:07	#3 (permalink)
LargeMarge Mycophage Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 136	no, he never did. I did forget to mention that there was at least one Ley line/Dragon line possibly two that I saw running through the clearing and fire pit. He was standing near the line maybe we was just passing through on it and stopped in. I don't know. I am glad I am not the only one who get's leaky eyes. I don't like to call them tears because I am not crying and it is much more prolific then any tearing I have experienced. __________________ The test of our progress is not whether we add more to the abundance of those who have much it is whether we provide enough for those who have little Last edited by LargeMarge; 08-11-09 at 14:17. Reason: can't spell

08-11-09, 19:52	#7 (permalink)
rocketman GATE KEEPER Join Date: Feb 1971 Posts: 4,533	I have seen a similar vision of the figure you described. I saw several figures in a long line walking up to check me out. For some reason they reminded me of Indians, but who knows. Probably just a hallucination, but damn, it lasted for an hour or so. A long line of these figures of light just walking up to me one by one in the pitch darkness of the room. They would look at me as they paused and then step over me and walk away out of sight. No 2 were exactly alike. This was a good 12 hours after a mushroom trip. Never have seen them since that first time. Awesome write up Marge! You should check out cactus __________________ robbing a man of his cherished delusions does not make you any wealthier, it just makes him poorer. H3

08-12-09, 02:05	#9 (permalink)
shroom_seeker still seeking.. Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 2,259	Hey Marge great write up! I am really impressed how you were able to let go of your physical body and come back to it several times in the second half of your trip. So cool that you saw a spirit/entity standing at the edge of the clearing, on the same ley line that the faces emerged from the fire. Spirits traveling down a energetic path perhaps? Very proud of you LM! Wishing nothing but the best for you on your future journeys. __________________ Impeccability is nothing else but the proper use of energy - don Juan Matus

08-11-09, 13:59	#2 (permalink)
plantman21 Mycotopiate Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 384	GREAT READ So the gentleman never came back? My eyes leak like that too. Plantman

08-11-09, 18:02	#5 (permalink)
Aislyn Wendell Dream Tripper Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 150	Awesome write up! I was hoping to be with you more during this trip, but I kinda lost it. Anyway, I'm so glad you had a good experience, and hope you can continue on and feel like you've completed the experience.

08-12-09, 17:56	#10 (permalink)
LargeMarge Mycophage Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 136	here we go again at 4:45 I munched down 4.01 dry grams of Hillbilly. Wish me luck. __________________ The test of our progress is not whether we add more to the abundance of those who have much it is whether we provide enough for those who have little

08-12-09, 18:19	#11 (permalink)
shroom_seeker still seeking.. Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 2,259	Good luck Marge! Sending some great vibes your way. __________________ Impeccability is nothing else but the proper use of energy - don Juan Matus

08-12-09, 18:38	#12 (permalink)
designlogic Researcher Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 267	It is good to have an end to journey towards, but it is the journey that matters in the end -poster on my wall Nice write up. Enjoy your journey Sending good vibes your way.

08-12-09, 19:57	#13 (permalink)
shroom_seeker still seeking.. Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 2,259	Just over two hours in.. hope you're enjoying your trip through the rabbit hole! Attached Thumbnails __________________ Impeccability is nothing else but the proper use of energy - don Juan Matus

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